Perhaps the Sarawak results it isn't the end of the world, but it 
came quite close.  The DAP didn't lose all our seats, but we lost all 
our battleground.
 Our campaign had its weaknesses, which we 
will in time rectify.  But this was our most expansive and best prepared
 campaign in the history of Sarawak elections, despite the obvious 
limitations arising from a drastically uneven playing field.
 Our 
messages were clear and consistent.  They were twin-pronged - "national 
issues" affecting Sarawakians such as GST and BN's corruption (Najib's 
'donation'), and "local issues" such as roads, water, electricity and 
other basic infrastructural issues.
 Both anecdotal and formal 
surveys told us these were the issues which are the issues which the 
people were most concerned about.  Our campaign videos, leaflets and 
ceramah speakers focused almost exclusively on these issues.
 But they didn't matter.  We had hoped they did, right to the very end, but they didn't. 
 In rural districts, our campaign teams were peppered with cash requests
 on a daily basis. "Supporters" turning up for nomination will follow up
 by camping at our campaign office awaiting their "allowance". You want 
work done? Pay up.  You want PACA? Pay up. You want to campaign at a 
longhouse? Pay up. You want people to attend ceramah? Pay up. And of 
course, on the final day, voters were asking how much were we paying for
 their votes.
 Some of our campaign teams were literally torn 
apart because of the question of "paying up".  When is it acceptable to 
pay an allowance and when is it not?
 I'm proud to say that our 
teams did not hand out outright cash for votes.  But in the heat of the 
campaign, you cannot believe the sheer will power needed to stay sane 
and how one's principles gets stretched and questioned to a breaking 
point.
 But we paid the price.
 This is best exemplified by 
our campaigns in Pakan, Ngemah and Simanggang.  It was independents who 
were nobodies of particularly significance, other than the fact that 
they were backed by rich and powerful forces who gave BN the run of 
their money.  The DAP, despite having worked the ground for many years, 
especially in Simanggang, lost our deposits.  And where PKR entered the 
fray in Ngemah and Simanggang, they lost their deposits too.
 
These " independents" had no leaflets, no videos, no message and barely 
any campaign presence, managed to lose to BN by a whisker.
 It 
might even be more comforting to blame the inexcusable 3-corner fights 
with PKR for the losses we suffered.  At least that would appear to be 
easier to remedy.
 But no, the 3-corner fights in these rural 
interior constituencies were details of little or no significance to the
 voters.  Money unfortunately in this case, makes the world go round.
 There were glimmers of hope and encouragement in 1-2 Dayak seats where 
we definitely gained ground, like Tasik Biru or even Mambong (despite 
being beset by a 3-corner fight).  But they were too far and few 
in-between to offer any semblance of consolation.
 On the other 
hand, in our incumbent urban seats, the size of BN's majority in the 5 
seats we lost showed that the battle was lost before it even began.  We 
knew that the Adenan juggernaut will be BN's single biggest weapon.  We 
just didn't expect the juggernaut to be near-invincible.  Try as we did,
 and we threw the whole kitchen sink, we were unable to create a chink 
in BN's armour.
 In addition to the pressing issues surrounding 
GST and Najib's scandal, we emphasized repeatedly on the need for check 
and balance via a strong opposition to ensure that Adenan didn't become 
the next "pek moh".
 Despite the seeming strength of the message, 
it obviously did not have sufficient traction even among the urban 
voters.  People were sufficiently happy with the few apparent 
concessions Adenan gave.  
 They were more than happy to overlook 
the continued corruption in the BN regime and the implications on the 
people via higher taxes.  The rampant and blatant abuse of power by 
Adenan, such as banning Members of Parliament from entering the state 
also didn't matter too much to them.
 However, perhaps, had we not
 campaigned that hard, we might have lost even more seats.  Therefore we
 must thank those tens of thousands of supporters who continued to stick
 to us under such trying circumstances.
 Hence on hindsight, our 
Sarawak battle was one of limiting the damage rather than one of 
consolidating our hold on these seats won in the last elections, or 
making gains in the rural districts.
 The election is undoubtedly a
 sobering experience.  It makes you question your ideals, your 
principles and the worth of your fight.  It shakes your faith in people 
and your beliefs that the better good will ultimately win at the end of 
the day.
 These are the sort of times when you need inspiration to
 continue the fight, to pick ourselves up and to continue the journey.  
And the inspiration comes from heroes like the 75 year old Lim Kit Siang
 - for I now finally appreciate his sheer strength in spirit and 
character to keep up the fight, despite repeated demoralising election 
losses and personal sacrifices he must have gone through in past 
elections for the decades before 2008.
 We will go lick our 
wounds.  But in the interest of the millions of Malaysians, whether they
 appreciate it or otherwise, we will get up and fight again another day.
 For it is when good men do nothing, that evil men succeeds.
 Tomorrow, will be a brand new day.
